I am overcome with grief.
I don’t know how I can go on.
My life is so different now.
It will never be the same.
I didn’t know grief until now.
I didn’t know I could feel this much sadness.
My purpose for my life now, for however many days I have left here…
I will learn to draw and paint like he did and I will write all the rest of my days.
That will be my new purpose.